i’m not your favorite person right now,
or anymore, for that matter,
but you should know;
i love you. even when you never said it back, i always made sure to tell you i did. and you are my best friend. always and forever.
you may choose to ignore this, or simply tell yourself that i don’t mean it; but i do. with my whole heart.
you were always the one to pick me up when i was in the worst of moods; you’d bring me fries and coke, and tell me it would all be better. you helped me become less dependent on other people and made me feel like the world truly is a beautiful place; even though it is full of such evil things. you showed me that being truthful to myself was more important than anything else. you made me think about what i truly desired in life, what i wanted for me, what i wanted to accomplish in my life. you made me who i am now.
maybe you really don’t need me, as you say.
but i need you. especially right now. when everything around me is changing.
it’s true that most friendships made in high school didn’t last, but i always thought we’d prove that standard wrong.
i guess not.
but its ok.
i’ve done fine so far.
love you, always.